social life
attitude
academics
relationship with parents
introversion

everyday is an eternity and your face the forever of the endless and the wispy silver memory of my harry potter books splattered onto a canvas painting me you and with child

so much porn and bored

the soundtrack of this post is here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fl6FiHiblE

he turns 23 this year

i really like him

he was in my a&o sci class last fall

i thought he was obnoxious and stupid

i found out he was autistic and now i like him

can’t decide if it’s out of pity or out of understanding

he greeted me with “hi i’m joey and i’m autistic but i don’t let that define me”

i replied “i’m kevin, i have rectinal coloboma but i don’t let that define me either”

he’s gay

naturally i’m thinking about whether i would ever date someone autistic because wouldn’t that make me even more defective

and then naturally now i feel like a horrible person, bad homo bad one-eyed peacock flashing feathers polished and painted and gold but gilded

hypocrisy suits me i guess

also i figured out how to do my logic assignment so i’m proud of that

when there’s a backdrop of good guitar music i dont seem that awful